Another Surgery

As I head into another surgery tomorrow (to try and repair the endometriosos damage on my right tube), I am having to trust God fully and prepare for whatever outcome the result may be. It is so very fitting that ever since we started attending Calvary Chapel in January...they are studying the book of James. I really feel that some days it is just speaking to me in a way that only I need during this time. I will still pray that they can open that tube and not have to remove it too and we won't have to look at the other options. But, I also pray that I can handle the other outcome if needed and have peace in knowing there are other options for Todd and I. SO....other verses I will go to sleep tonight with are...

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths."Proverbs 3:5-6 (NKJV)

"For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."Romans 8:18 (KJV)

"The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble.He cares for those who trust in him,"Nahum 1:7 (NIV)

"These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world"John 16:33 (KJV)

Trip to the Zoo

Mitchell and Mason's silly picture

Man...I love these sweet boys!

me and Erin

Aunt Brittney, Mitchell, and Mason

Another week has passed

I have really not been doing well with blogging! I think about it often but do not take the time to do it! It has been 3 weeks since my surgery and I am healing well. I have an apt with a specialist this Friday to discuss options and future plans. There is a possibility that my right tube is slightly blocked and I will be setting up another surgery procedure to see if they can unblock it. I have been praying and praying that the tube will be fine. If something happens and I loose that tube too then we would have to look at In-vitro. I looked into my insurance this week and my insurance covers 0 for this! I became upset and called Todd crying because I do not understating how it would not cover if that was the only was I could conceive. Todd calmed me down and told me I was jumping the gun because I do not even know that we would have to go that route! Sometimes I can get ahead of myself! After the 9 am apt with the specialist, I have an 11:30 am apt to have more lab work done because HCG is still showing up in my blood and I need it to be at 0 before we can start trying for a baby again.
We had a great Easter weekend! Todd and I went on a quick Thur-Fri getaway to Boone NC. It felt really good to get away together! We then went to Scottsboro on Saturday and stayed at my mom's that night. We went to church on Sunday and then had lunch and Easter egg hunts at mom's house.
My nephews are coming to stay with is this Friday so my sister and hubby can have a weekend trip to celebrate their anniversary. I am planning on taking them to the Zoo on Saturday and really hope the weather stays pretty!
I have been back at work since last week and it is going well. I get so frustrated at times with how some of these teens seem to not care at all about their court orders!!! Vic started work with us last week and it is nice to have him as a neighbor again.
So, that is what is going on in my world. I am wishing I was tanned and skinny as summer is approaching....guess I need to get to working on that! :)